Blogs: Saviour of my door

This world is starting to get on my fucking nerves. Yet again i hear of people exploiting young girls below the legal age for kicks and some photos to get off on, I mean its just fucking worng to do that to anyone especially when they are young. What would make anyone want to destroy the body and soul of any creature is screwed and deserves to have the same inflicted upon them. Pedophelia, rape and child/wife beating must be stopped people. You may think this is just another one of those rants thats going to ask you to do something to help but your wrong, all I ask that you do is read this and learn from it:

Meet Fee, she is a 13 year old female doing as all other 13 year old females do goes looking for love all over the place. One day Fee meets a great man whom she falls head over heels for even tohugh he is over 18. They start to date over the net, never meeting in person and he seems really genuine, thus instilling a feeling of trust in her about him. One day the man asks her to go on webcam and do a little show for him and of course trusting him as she does she accepts to do so. When she gets on cam he takes shots of her without her knowing and puts them away in a collection. The man leaves it a few more days after that and then tells her he was using her for pictures and dumps her. Fee is left shattered after this, scarred in a way nobody can fix, destroyed on the inside for life.

The moral of that story is don't go out with anyone you don't know kids and always try to make sure you can trust them before you do anything at all over the top with them.

The squid signing off

Blood and Revelry

Once again we come to this time of year
Where people hear all the merriment and cheer
But not all see this day
Some never wake from whence they lay
Cold and frozen there
Whilst we sit inside without a worry to bare
Without shelter or hovel
Left out in the streets to grovel
Some caught up in the thick of war
Left without a christmas boar
Some off fighting for us to be free
Away from their loved ones glee
Death still runs rife on this day of joy
Sparing no man or boy
So think about them this christmas whilst you celebrate
For they find this day not great

Update on the squids life

Well its been a while since my last little rant so I figure its time to fill you readers in on my life. Let me start by saying that it is making me wonder what the fuck is wrong with people whilst making me extaticly happy. First off we'll have my friend who can't really afford any more stress at this moment, so what does her boyfriend (of 6 chances) do, he cheats on her, then we come to the fact that people just seem to be assholes anyway in this world. Now we'll come to the reason I'm so happy. I finally got over the last one (refer to "Utter Fucking Loon?" if you need info on that one) and started going out with another person. Lets just say that this seems to be the best mood I have ever been in, even though at this moment i miss her like hell I know she is in her bed dreaming of me and wishing I was there. Not to jinx myself but I can see this one really working out. Another thing that makes me happy is that I have patched things up with the last ex and am now friends with her again. That and how many people get to celebrate christams twice in one year? For once I'll leave this post short for you all so as it doesn't take too long to read. May you all find your ones and live like the squid (although not actually live like the squid)

Lets go burn the innocent (A history lesson)

Yes thats right I will be talkingabout my least loved period of history, "THE INQUISITION"!!! It was a time of uneasyness these inquisitorial times, and the catholic church was lacking in strength. This was because all the villagers could not get to church to have the sermons shoved down their throats most of the time, or they were worshippers of the land, not what they saw to be a false god. Now along comes one bright person who says "Why not just go out, kill and torture those that don't follow our ways" so guess what they did people, they went out and did exactly that. It started with the pagans who "by beliving in the land and not god where sinning and consorting with the devil" those that didn't convert were slain usually on the spot, so as to deter any others from doing the same and diminishing the churches already low attendance. Then we come to the witches, oh what a broken subject this is. A witch was usually a woman who spoke out against the church, which in the churches eyes means consorting with the devil, they even burnt female healers because they didn't understand how their work was done so it must not be a way of god. Now these people had it worst off of all they got the worst example made out of them with the witch tests, most of which would not be survived by even a normal human. I will name two of them here:
Drowning method: Tie you up and throw you in the river with rocks. If you float your a witch and will be burnt on the stake, if you sink you are pure of soul and will go straight to heaven after you drown
Branding method: You must walk ten paces (metred and measured by the local priest) whilst holding a red hot iron bar. If you dropped the bar or stepped out of sync with the preists wishes you had to start again. Once you had completed this your hand was not dissinfected or helped in anyway, but just bandaged up tight and marked with the clergies seal so as it will be known if it has been tampered with. You had a week for the septic wound to heal, if it didn't you were taking the the stake again.

Now to clear up a few things about symbology during this time:
The pentagram is how the catholic church placed the pagans(true meaning is village folk) pentacle and anyone who was under it was a shaitanist, which over the centuries came to be called satanism.

Well children this little history lesson has been fun so I'll let you get back to your daily lives, but before I do I must note that this is my view of history and I speak for no others in the matter.
Squid out

What makes you fight and think your the best thing in the world?

I'll tell you what alcohol and religion, but as I have nothing against alcohol you know what this rant will be about. Also this will just be the starting point for my futre rants about religion as I plan to go over every single one of them that I can in detail and point out flaws in some of their beliefs, but I digress. Now it seems all religions can agree on one thing "Don't belive in us and you shall suffer", now why does there have to be one true religion people? So we can conform and bow down to a /many supreme almighty being(s)? I mean if god is really as loving as every religion states why would he do this to he/she be so mean to their creations and leave them for dead at the time of the apocolypse (which I may add every religion seems to have a different view of). Ok I'm all for living your life how you want but these days you get all of these religions shoved down your throat. I mean if I wanted to become a jehovas witness i would come find your church not have you come to me when I don't really want you to to tell me about your god, whom i may add I have no interest in at all. If having to endure history during school has taught me anything the reinging religion always gets to omit its little mistakes and cover them up, for if you think about it the Crusades was just greed, not a fight for holy land as it was called, and the moors had every right to try take back there city during that time as it was theres to begin with. And then we come to another catholic church cock up which i will go into in a later rant, yes of course I speak of "THE INQUISTION"! Thats right people where the catholic church went around buring pagans (earth worsippers), witches (woman who acted out) and devil worshippers (any religion that wasn't theirs). All of these innocent people were killed so as to promote the catholic church and scare people into joining, but as I said I'll get into that in maybe even its own rant. Yes I realise I just spent most of my rant going on about Christianity/Catholocism but thats the one religion I hate with a passion. Well I'll stop this one here because my brain is telling me to leave it before I start repeating myself so remember to keep an eye out for my later blogs to see what I have to say about your religion if you have one.
Squid out

Dancing Flame

Staring into the candle flame I see beauty
Watch it dance to and fro in the darkness
The beautious light captivating
All hidden within a destructive force controlled
Answers just waiting to be found
But the closer I get the more it hurts to find them
Burning the outside to show my truths as well

Why do we burn ourselves so when searching for the truth of things? Is it because we are blinded by our search or have to show ourselves more to earn that truth?

Estrogen = New Testostrone

Have you ever noticed that even though there are more females in the world testsostrone seems to be running more rampant than ever? I mean what happened to the pursuit of love people, when did it change to the pursuit of the next fuck? I mean just because its hard to find a romantic let alone a gentlemanly one these days does not mean we are dead. I swear that half the people on this earth will die bored of sex and as potent as a stunned fish is rigid. Is sex really that fucking important that we just go for it these days? Ok sure sex is a good thing but I mean your going overboard here people. Heres a little test for all of you, list all your friends and then find out how many of them are willing to have a serious relationship, and how many just want a fuck, I bet you your results will lead you to it being sex most of the time. Most people think the male race is dying out but I just reckon most of them now have tits and a vagoo instead of balls and a shaft. I must tell you people romance is not dead, if you need proof just ask for it. I mean is it really that hard to love someone, and yes i know guys you want to be free blah blah blah crap crap crap, well i must tell you that I find being there for someone and doing stuff for them and not myself more rewarding than freedom and before you call me whipped i must tell you at the time of this post I am single so how can i be whipped? I just belive in love and being there for the person you are with, call me old fashioned, call me gay even, for I don't give a fyling fuck what you say because this is my view and I will live by it. Yes I also realise this means my chances are limited in life but hey just means i won't have to look as hard as you will to try find your permamnent. Well the squid is going to go for another swim into the deep seas of insanity in search for answers so catch you all in my next rant. Squid out